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Interview with Lenore - Part 1

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What was she treated like when she was a baby? Was she not looked after much? Did she cry a lot?

When she was a baby, she was treated with so much care and fragility every time that she needed something, she used to just cry when there were delays such as her hours of feed, but other times when she had certain whims, it's not like she didn't get attention, it's just that she wanted more.

When actually did her mother like crack down on her? like around 5, or maybe something like between 5 and 12?

Yes between 5 - 12, when she was old enough to read, like 6-7

Alright, at this point she is hit with Industry vs. Inferiority, in this case, by failing to learn the necessary skills (that her mother/ parents) set, she feels incompetent/ inferior.

Exactly, in fact she was forced to learn certain things and read books to gain some knowledge, greater than what the common kids know, but at the same time needed some 'practice', thing that she couldn't get to do.

I guess this sudden changed just rocked her world, she was thrown from the nice, cuddly world she knew and into something dark and stressful.

Yes, and she felt like living in a world separated from each other by the door of her bedroom; a world full of darkness, loniless and silence, while in the other side it was full of light, life, music and entertainment

At the moment, Lenore right now seems to be in the Adolescence development stage wich is known as Identity vs. Role Confusion. They're faced with deciding who they are in beliefs, occupation, attidtudes, and behavior patterns. How is she in this right now? I think not very good, but I'd like to know more.

Lenore's beliefs are actually spiritual mostly because of her nature, she doesn't believe in any figure, but what people and life can offer. Her actual occupations are influenced by both sides of her parents, and has a great passion for both of them equally. Her attitude naturally should be more laid back and kind, but because of scenes in her youth and some 'brain washing' she's actually bitter and prideful, believing herself to be superior than others that may stand right beside her, but always try to have good manners so people can talk good about her and not give a bad appearance. Not really the most warm person around, she's not used to give nice gestures with the touch, like hugging or kissing, unless it's about a person that she likes enough to do so and has the enough confidence. She usually acts calm but she can't help being rude in front of people that she doesn't like, to the point that she can start a discussion and a fight. Despite this, she can feel comfortable around people that treat her nicely and with respect.

I want to know more about her current job/ career, and about her abuse in drugs (diet pills) and alcohol.

The reason why Lenore devotes to be a fashionista is simply because she wants // and likes // to look good and give a good appearance, but why?

Because // thanks to mama's words in her childhood // she believes and sees a monster in herself, a ugly one that no one could be capable to love or even look at, so she takes refuge in superficiality // as well makeup // to distract people from her 'ugly' self. We all know and can see that she's beautiful outside, but is she truly beautiful inside too? that's a question that she asks to herself most of the time. A sign that Lenore is a kind of monster are obviously her horns, reason why she blames her body and treats it badly, torturing it starving, but oddly people seem to like her appearance anyways.

Now her passion for the piano is capable to prove her wrong, that she is indeed a beautiful creature inside for the feelings that she can express through playing melodies, but still feels insecure to show her soul to the world, because she fears to be seen weak.

I want to know more about her relationships with them and how she interacts they can be normal or special people to her.

Lenore is wary and takes into consideration that most of people are different, some fall into stereotypes as well, but anyways being good or bad she remains observer if things are not as they appear, because she thinks that there's always the possibility that someone can betray her, reason why she's reserved at first with everyone, like if she could get easily hurt // physical and emotional //

She despises and repudiates people that are rude and unkind without reason, but if there's a possibility she can look beyond them, maybe can accept them. She usually gets along with people of class or at least that show manners and respect towards everyone, including herself. As you know, she's not as friendly as others may be or show an amusing personality, but she tries her best to show herself.

You know that she doesn't have a romantic relationship at the moment, and that's mainly because she's afraid to get hurt // again //, she's afraid to share her most hidden feelings to go and waste them and then end in crisis for how foolish she was, because as she believes, she can't let anyone step over her // superiority right here //. Lenore still needs to learn what is to love people similar to her, and not limit herself to trust in objects and animals for their lack of movement, communication and innocence.
This is part of an interview that *TheGreatWarrior is doing for his project, and so I thought that I could use it for Character Development, in case that anyone wonders about Lenore in a deeper way.
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