It's actually 1:00 am right here.
Tomorrow I have school, but for some reason I decided to pick up some of my old journals of a few years ago meanwhile I try to talk to a certain girl.
One of these journals have like some dumb stuff.
This other is my fave, it has a loooot of stickers! and they all have a phrase with it, like:
"Trust me that I believe in you";"Life is going to give you a day to be happy";"Every one is born for someone";"I love someone in secret, but it makes me happy";"Love always make us better";"I just want to be happy";"Trust in your capacity of being unique";"Don't stop being a child";"One day you'll smile again" .... and so many more. Cheesy, I know, but still cute and they always made my heart beat and sigh...
I even wrote a list of people that, then, meant something to me... some a lot, but right now I realized that I had to cross out some names and for my surprise, only 3 will still be there. I can't believe how dumb I was! haha, seriously I feel quite embarrassed of what I wrote years ago.
This journal has a secret place behind, like a bag, and there I have some paper shits; but even when they're papers of events, worn and expired, they give me some memories.
Looking behind, at least for a little while while I listen to some music, made me feel kind of better in any sense, I dunno, like if once I lived and I keep doing it, because I keep on meeting people, and maybe someday they'll be part of memories too.
// Cheeeesy Mary is cheesy, SO WHAT HUUHH I GOT FEELS //
I'm keeping these cute stickers btw.