//mini personal rant

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I don't usually make journals like this,, but I need to vent some of my thoughts if they're not going to be heard anyways-

I'm tired of hearing the same shit from my dad about men in general

So,, today he came to visit me and we stayed in my room because I was in my pajamas still and I feel way too lazy today to go out-- soooo, he sees my actual wallpaper on my laptop, which is a bust portrait of a lady in a bunny suit,, and it's a really decent piece of art that I found around here if you ask me- it got a good skill, and the first thing that he says is;

"She got some good tits"

I just wanted him to go through that door in that moment, because I knew what was coming next. I told him to leave, but he didn't want to- and here is where he starts saying "oh c'mon it's true, all men think about that, that's the first thing that they see in a woman in case that you didn't know,, or do you think that I would say 'oh, her eyelashes are so pretty' pfftt no, that'd be gay" - followed by a laugh. You know dad,, there's nothing fucking wrong with appreciating a feature of a woman that are not her boobs; I mean, shit, there's so much to appreciate in a woman that doesn't have to do with her sex appeal, I myself like girls, and even if I were born as a boy I would have some fucking respect for girls--- because I wouldn't have you by my side anyways, so I could have learned very well thanks to my mom

And then there goes the other shit-

From stories that he has told me, I got clear that he was kind of a "casanova" during his- young years,, as a teen and as a young adult, saying that most men just want to have sex with a woman if they show interest in her,, like if all the things that they do for a lady is to actually receive sex in the end, so I told him that that's not completely true; I mean, yes, some men do that shit, but today is REALLY pretty obvious so women know how to avoid that if they don't want any of that, but then he said that he waited for a woman for a whole year till she finally acceded to sleep with him, and shit- I find that just--- so creepy???

What kind of fucking advice is to tell me that most men in my life will want to just get on the bed with me???
what kind of fucking advice is to tell me to be careful????
what kind of fucking advice is to tell me to not get pregnant?????
why don't you tell me to better be smart and get me a good man???? ah but don't worry about that, too late, had to figure it out all by myself, you don't need to look after me anymore, I found what I was looking for, and yes, it took me "so long" // god, I'm only 17, and there he goes telling me that 13 years old girls even have boyfriends too //

then he goes saying that this is how the world is,, this is the way that things are and will be
well yeah of course, because of thinking that fucking retrograde way is the reason why this shit will keep on happening
what's so wrong with having a healthy relationship???

You know, it's pretty sad to hear this kind of crap from a man that is a father of 3 girls, including me between them and as the oldest of them,, and it's confusing at the same time the fact that he tells me all this shit about men AND then he expects me to have children some day. You think that it's comforting to know that there's a chance that a dirty pig of a man will want to start a family with me to then treat me bad?? of course not, and then he asks me why I don't even think about marriage.

And I'm sorry dad, but I don't like kids, so your dream is pretty much far away.
Thanks for scaring me all these years about men in general, maybe that made me smarter in some sort of way, haha.
I got all that I ever wanted and waited for, and it is precisely the opposite of what you believe.

// end of rant
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von-Kleist
What the hell...